Lost.

Too hurt to even cry this year.

Another 2-year wait for the World Cup.
And more of the people I love will have retired.



I wanted so badly for Ballack to be part of the squad that won a tournament.
Hurt so much when that didn't happen.
I want the same for Schweini.
But.



ugh.
Fucking Mario Balotelli.
Like we didn't hate him enough already.





What is with football this year and last-minute hopes only to have them all crash down around your ears?

I can't.




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Well.

In Radiology now.
4 weeks of Gynae have passed by just like that.

Alot to write about, but I don't quite know where to start.

Got involved in some huge drama last week that made me realize that whatever I post on the Internet isn't quite private,
on account of there being people free enough to apparently google our names and end up at our twitter accounts.
Apparently this blog also turns up in the search results, so if any of you are reading this right now...
-_-
(seriously, get a life)


Considered making this blog private,
but.
no.
I never wanted it private.
And I've lived 5 years almost with it being completely public, and I'm not going to change my settings now just because of a select group of people.
I never wanted my twitter account private either, so it annoys the crap out of me tbh.
But oh well,
if anyone really wants to RT me, they know how to.



Also,
We lost the baby.
Been two weeks since we've known but I can't talk about it just yet.







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Iron Baby

So its 3am, and my brother wanted to know,

"if we hold like, a huge magnet to the side of her (his wife's) stomach, will the magnetic field encourage the baby to implant faster?"

...

ASLKSFJFHDSFHKDFJDGH YOUR BABY IS NOT MADE OF METAL YOU NUT.

MAGNETIC FIELD. ASKJHJFSHFGH.




...that was my news by the way.
That was what I was so excited about last weekend.

My sister-in-law is pregnant!
They're having a baaaaaby!
:3

Still only 3 weeks, and apparently the fetus hasn't quite settled down yet,
(hence the magnet question)
so we're all just praying and hoping.



Gah.
I'm so excited.
I'm going to be an aunt!




Also, in spirit of almost-fatherhood, my brother decided to be an absolute idiot earlier and steal my Pinkie.

TheIdiotBrother : Nitz! I think your Pinkie needs hip replacements. And knee replacements. Look! He can't stand!

Me : NO HE DOESN'T GIVE HIM BACK.

TheIdiotBrother : And he doesn't have a mouth. Didn't that ever give you nightmares as a child?

Me : What? No. AND HE HAS A MOUTH GIVE HIM BACK.

TheIdiotBrother : No he doesn't. Oh wait it's that bit here...what's it called? What's it called, Ma?

Mum : Cleft lip.

Me : NO.

TheIdiotBrother : Ah yes, that. See! Pinkie has cleft lip. You didn't give Pinkie folic acid!

Me : OHMYGOD. Maaaaa, look at him!

Mum : I've been looking at him for the past 31 years. (-___-)

Me : MA YOU'RE NOT HELPING.

TheIdiotBrother : OHMYGOD NITZ WHERE'S PINKIE'S TAIL!?

Me : HE DOESN'T HAVE A TAIL NOW GIVE. HIM. BACK. *grabs Pinkie* I hope you don't do this to your child.

TheIdiotBrother : No, of course not. My child will have proper legs to stand and a mouth and a tail.

Me : I didn't mean your child, I meant his to...WAIT DID YOU SAY-

TheIdiotBrother : NO TAIL NO TAIL NO TAIL.

And then my dad yells across the hall to tell us all to shut up because our shouting is distracting him from the tv.

-_-




I live in a madhouse.

I pity the baby. He's going to grow up just as mad.
Either that, or my brother is going to feed him some experimental serum and turn him into a mutant superhero.





Also, every baby is a he until proven otherwise.
At least in my head.
ok.




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Snow White and The Huntsman

First off...do NOT judge me for watching SWaTH.
The only movies available today were Prometheus and this, and we really wanted to watch a movie.

I want to watch Prometheus very badly too (Fassikins!), but.
I really needed to laugh ok.
And this was bound to be hilarious for all the wrong reasons.

CHRIS HEMSWORTH IS SUCH A BIG ADORABLE TEDDY BEARRRRRRR :3

I have alot of Hemsworth feels after Snow White and the Huntsman.
So comels!
So so so adorable.
Best character in the movie imo.



(I'm about to try and write about it without spoiling it for whoever hasn't watched it yet, but you're welcome to stop reading right here)




Charlize Theron was annoying as hell.
The guy playing her brother...oh my god I just wanted him to keel over and DIE.

Kirsten Stewart was. well.
as constipated as ever.
And horny at the most inappropriate moments.

And there was absolutely no reason for William to be in the movie.



And there were so many "inspirations" from other movies...
1) Dementor's Kiss, anyone? And Dementors in the forest!
2) Epic LOTR flashback while they were hiking across the mountains
3) White Stag version of Aslan?

tskkk.


Very poor editing as well.
I thought the fight scenes should have been shot better (too close-up!),
and the fairy-world scenes were too drawn out.

And the random voodoo evil queen scenes didn't seem to make any sense/fit in with the rest of the story.
And so much unnecessary sexual tension.
So weird.





But we laughed ourselves silly through it.
(which was the point...I think the rest of the cinema thought we were drunk or something.
Plus, The Boy decided to have a moment in the car park where he just yelled out FINNNNNNN! a la Charlize Theron, which probably convinced everyone that we were drunk)
(we weren't)




Oh.
And (spoiler!)
the bit where Charlize Theron yells "ON YOUR KNEES!" to the Huntsman,
all I could think of was
THOR'S KNEELING! WHERE'S LOKI WHEN YOU NEED HIM?

ahem.

Oh oh oh and fav scene :
When William is trying to revive Snow White with true love's kiss, and Chris Hemsworth (what IS his name in the movie? ...besides Huntsman) is just hovering around being all awkwarddddd.

AWKWARD HEMSWORTH IS SO COMELS.



Chris Hemsworth just keeps growing on me.
Such a bb. :3
Although I wish they'd try him in a role that didn't require long hair. He's adorbz with short hair.



But for now, fluffy long-haired Hemsworth!




I'm sorry, I'm on a high from too much laughing at that ridiculous excuse for a movie.
What made it even funnier was that it tried,
it tried to be all dark, and intense and serious.

But Kirsten Stewart!

How could we not laugh?





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Joy

There are some moments in life where you wonder if it's actually possible to die of happiness.

My heart is so full, it's spilling over.
I'm about to cry.

We have such good news, but I can't reveal it just yet.
Maybe next weekend,
but oh.

I don't think I've ever been so happy in my life.




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